No one said missing you was going to be easy, but my day to day living activities becoming harder for me to deal with now than they did when you were here.
Everything reminds me of you and there are still days I want to crawl in your bed and snuggle with you, but your bed is not there and neither are you. I can't even explain the pain I feel at that time. It goes away for a short period but it comes back from time to time.
Oh buddy Mommy misses you so much it hurts and I wish I could hold you right now.