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A letter to Heaven

Dear Sherod

Dear Sherod,
   Well this last Dec. marked 7 years since your passing and it hasn't been easy without you here. So much has changed since you've been gone. Your going to be an Uncle for the 2nd time and your niece Sofia shares your middle name in your honor. 
   The Foundation is continuing to go and we are meeting more and more families with NF and helping out more and more families in our very own community. 
  I won't lie it has been very hard holding down a full time 5o to 60 hour a week job, be a wife, a mother and a grandmother and keep the foundation going.

5 YEARS AGO

It happened on a cold snowy night 5 years ago today. I held your hand one last time,I kissed your cheek and I brushed your hair back as you told me it was almost time for you to go.
I was so scared and hurt and felt all alone. I knew I had to let you go and I knew then just as I know now that, that was the most hardest thing for me to do was tell you goodbye. You were only 16.... You experienced more pain and suffering than any child your age should.
you did put up o...ne hell of a fight son. You were so brave.

Missing you Sherod

Today is a much needed emotional day. I miss you son and I hold my feelings in for so long that it seems my sides will split with sorrow. I know I shouldn't hold it in, but I just don't like to share my feelings with everyone and I never really seam to have that alone time needed. You've been gone for over 4 years and I still haven't watch a single memory movie we started making during your first round of chemo. I'm afraid of the pain and hurt I will feel seeing you and hearing your voice only on the tv but not in real life.

A letter to Heaven

  Dear Sherod,
      As you know we are working around the clock amping things up for this years Annual Dino Doozer   "An Evening with the Stars" Event.  We have been on a Cupcake Campaign and it seems to be paying off. Yesterday we received a very generous donation and it just felt like such a ground breaking moment. I can't really even put into words how amazing it felt. Tears of joy came over me and I just knew at that minute that all our hard work is paying off.
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